Hi people i am back to blog again..
I am so STRESS out recently.. not having a good mood or even happy
Many things had happened at the same time alr... i really cant take it anymore
but to blog out.. so i might feel better, instead of keeping it inside my heart
Difficult of finding a job is one of my problem to me
i even wanting to work as a model..
but but a model to advertise clothes and not model that took v.sexy
and over clothing. as i am a conservative person.
As my all my saving has been spent alr..
It is why i ask one of a friend tat actually i do not really know her v.well
to help me set up a new blog to sell away my Pre-Loved Clothes
How kind and sweet of her.. Really thanks a lot 'Crystalbel'
I am also v.stress out by my English result, as from small untill nw,
my English result is always either just pass or fail
one of the reason is that i am somehow v.lazy oso
Hope people out there consists of my Sisters, friends and so
to help me improve my English by talking to me in English
language more often. Thanks! =)
I sincerely hereby wanna apologise to those people tat i once
scolded,showing attitude and been too fierce to them. Really v.Sorry
As at times i really cant control myself and sometimes u guys simply
never think before u talk and its too childish somehow. Sorry once again for saying stuff that might hurt you or words that is too harsh.
As i also knew that no one is perfect in this world including ME!
I did tried v.hard to control my temper alr.. but at times i just cant
and will just burst out.
Please bear with me as i will try v.hard to change for the better
Frankly speaking Sister that i v.click with is only Pearlyn as i regard her as my Da Jie
whenever i am down and do not know who to turn to,
i will normally find her to share my problem
as i do not really have many close friends.
Also,i dislike friends that is because there is benefit
and find you. Example one of a friend that i known her
for more than 10 years. she did not contact me at least for months alr
but because recently she wanna buy things from GUESS boutique
and contacted me again, somehow i am quite pissed with that. Seriously!
As true friend is difficult to find.. but i fortunately i found one
even though she is younger than me by 3 years old
but i really treasure my friendship with her v.deeply
because she is a v.kind, a good listener, understanding and helpful girl
even this blog that i am blogging nw is she helped me to design too!
Also,she is always there whenever i was sad or face any problem.
other than she is CARELESS and BLUR =(
She is none other than Ong Yu Ting!
Really thanks a lot my dear =) i will continue to treasure our friendship
nw and forever! =)
=( Good person is hard to be also..
wearing a mask to people is not what i want..
i may be strong or even independent in front of you guys
but actually that is not really the case of what you all are thinking
no matter how strong a person is, there is sure a weak point behind it
example people out there may say that i am v.childish or even
maybe my classmates may think in that way.
i do not know, i am just giving example, please do not be offended.
but have they think before saying that?
NO at all, i can tell you guys
because they do not know why i behave in that way
i tell you guys why i might behave in that why
firstly i am 3 years older than them
u cant expect me to be to cool, mean or even arrogant right?
for sure i will definitely somehow behave like them
or maybe influence by them right?
Is just that i do not like to say it only.
Really feel v.sad sometimes for judging me by my behavior and so.
hope that you guys will not judge a person by their behavior
or even appearance.
as you might nv know that you will actually hurt a person
not physically but internally.Labels: Sign off: Shevon ('v')
Once a moment @ 3:49 AM
November 2008 
